People ask me a lot of questions. I decided to make a post with a few of the more frequent ones and answer them here.
Why do you love pantyhose?
This is a tough question. The short answer is I don’t really know. I have worn pantyhose most of my life. I wore them to church every Sunday and was raised to believe that you always wore pantyhose with skirts and dresses. At some point in my life I began to find them sexy. I think it has to do with the fact that I love to tease and pantyhose allow you to tease very well. When you look up a skirt if a woman is wearing pantyhose and no panties you can almost see something but not quite. And even if you try to touch you can’t actually get to it. It’s really a turn on for me.
Do you wear pantyhose all the time?
Yes, each and every day. I wear them under my jeans. I wear them with sweats. I wear them with shorts. I wear them to the gym. I even wear them when I am going to go swimming. I just put them over my bikini bottoms.
There is a funny story about going to the water park with Sammi, her husband, Tony and the kids. i was wearing a cute summer dress, hose, and a pair of my summer wedges. When we got to the water park we set up our stuff at a table under a cabana. There were other people of course sitting around enjoying the weather. Well the first thing I did of course was take off my sundress. So I am standing there in my wedges, hose and bikini. I didn’t think a thing about it. After all I am wearing a bikini. Well I go to set my dress over the back of my chair when I notice a group of ladies with their mouths hanging open. I think they initially thought I was stripping right there in front of the kids. HAHAHA! Once I started taking off the hose they realized but at first they were shocked. It was hilarious.
Do you wear panties with pantyhose?
No. Do you wear two pair of underwear? That’s what pantyhose over panties is like to me. Plus it hides all the fun stuff too much. I like knowing that there is a chance for someone to see a little more that they would with someone wearing panties.
Do people or your close friends think it’s weird that you wear pantyhose all the time?
I have never had any one say anything to me about it. In fact many of my girlfriends have modeled for the site and now love pantyhose as well. Some of my neighbor friends who don’t know about my fetish do come over and borrow outfits, heels, and hose when they need to dress up.
I did have an incident one time that upset me. Tony and I were going to a comedy show out of town and were staying at a hotel. I wore a cute denim mini skirt, an elmo t-shirt under a little denim jacket, a pair of sexy heels, and some super shiny pantyhose. I was all fixed up and ready for a night on the town. Little did we know that a Methodist Youth Convention was being held that weekend at the same hotel we were staying in. When we got to the lobby a bunch of the “church ladies” started staring and whispering to each other. That wasn’t the best way to start the evening. When we got to the venue we had to park a couple blocks away uphill from the building. It was a pretty good hike and heels aren’t the best thing to hike in. So after the show Tony walked me out to the front of the building and then went to get the car so that I wouldn’t have to walk all the way there in my heels uphill. There were a lot of people standing out front so I felt perfectly safe. I needed a cigarette (back then I still smoked) so I stepped away from the crowd a little bit as a courtesy and lit up. While I was standing there a group of guys drove by slow and started cat calling at me like I was a hooker. I was scared and very upset. The people just turned and stared. No one said anything but just looked at me. I thought I looked really cute but apparently they thought I looked like a hooker. It ruined my evening. 🙁 Tony made me feel much better though and swore that if we saw the guys on the way back to the hotel he would make sure they didn’t do it again and make them apologize.
The moral of the story is just because a woman is dressed up sexy does not mean it is ok to act like a fool.
Do you like men in pantyhose?
Only when I am having sex. I don’t generally like men to wear them all the time. I think it is because hairy legs just don’t look good under pantyhose to me. When we are both wearing pantyhose during sex I like the sensation of the nylon rubbing on nylon. That is a turn on.
Do you like women in pantyhose? Are you bi?
Yes and yes. Once of my very first sexual experiences was with a girl in high school. I am always pointing out women in pantyhose to Tony and find myself trying to look up women’s skirts whenever I get a chance to.
Are you married?
Yes, I am very happily married to Tony. We have been together for 17 years now and married for 15. We have three kids (all grown now). We have a semi-open marriage in that we like to play around with our very close friends as long as the other is there to watch and doesn’t mind. I like watching Tony and other women messing around. I also like Tony watching me playing with other men and women.
Do you actually have the pantyhose fetish or is it for Tony?
Tony and I both have the fetish.
How do I tell if I have a pantyhose fetish or a Dawn Desire fetish?
That’s a funny question but the answer may be interesting so someone else so I will attempt to answer it. The pantyhose fetish is actually a type of underwear fetish.
According to Wikipedia, Underwear fetishism is a sexual fetishism relating to undergarments, and refers to preoccupation with the sexual excitement of certain types of underwear, including panties, stockings, pantyhose, bras, or other items. Some people experience sexual excitement from wearing, while others get their excitement when observing or handling the underwear worn by another, or watching somebody putting underwear on/taking it off. Some may steal used underwear to get satisfaction. Not only does this include physical contact with the garment(s), or their wearers, but also includes arousal by printed or electronic image with depictions of underwear.
Underwear fetishism is not considered as paraphilia unless it causes distress or serious problems for the person or those associated with them.
Pantyhose fetishism is a very common fetish involving women’s pantyhose. It has been related numerous times on TV/cd websites, in press articles, on TV, in low-key surveys, in blogs and various other sources that for many it becomes present during very early childhood when a boy/girl will for whatever reason naively become aware of and via simple curiosity start to ‘play’ with an item of female clothing. Again as related by numerous minor sources most of which may be found on the Internet the high incidence of pantyhose (and nylon stockings) occurring as two of the most prolific items of a ‘first encounter’ or ‘trigger’ is perhaps not unsurprising as they are (were particularly for previous generations) a uniquely tactile feminine item on constant daily display whilst being readily available around the home in washing baskets, on lines, in waste bins in a Mothers or sisters room etc. Sadly whilst many TV’s/cd’s derive great pleasure from cross dressing a child’s earliest encounter and the often ensuing if erratic progression/obsession can often lead to him to becoming a transvestite, the seeds of which were possibly sown via an innocent, naive encounter. As any transvestite would admit once triggered the urge is extremely potent and powerful. (*It is broadly understood that a transvestite derives sexual pleasure from wearing women’s clothing whilst a cross dresser simply prefers them). Often a pantyhose fetishist may also engage in stocking fetishism, the unique silky sheer aspect and allure of both items being the common denominator.
The sub-categories and degrees of pantyhose fetishism are too many to list and is in many cases combined with other fetishes or paraphilias of the fetishist (and often his partner too) so as to make an individual’s preferences as with many other popular fetishes unique.
A few typical examples of sub-categories perhaps would be:
Having been involved in the pantyhose fetish world for so many years I have seen many variations of the fetish and this is a very small sampling of the different varieties. In order to have the pantyhose fetish you have to be attracted to the person because they are wearing or wear pantyhose and not only because they are physically attractive (though you can be attracted physically and because they wear pantyhose).
I don’t believe there is a “Dawn Desire” fetish. If you are attracted to me solely because of the pantyhose I wear then it is a pantyhose fetish. If you are attracted to me no matter I am dressed in then it is more of normal physical attraction to me because of my physical appearance, which is perfectly normal, then it is not considered a fetish at all just regular physical desire. 🙂
Isn’t it hard to run a website when you have children?
Yes, it is. Luckily when we started the site our kids were already in school so we would just do it during the day. We also took a lot of out of town trips and left the kids with the grandparents for weekends. Now that they are grown and moved out it is much easier. Our oldest daughter knows about the site but the rest don’t as far as we know. I am sure that if they did they wouldn’t care either. We raised them to be very open about that sort of thing.
Do you/Will you ___________?
(cam, kik, text, send selfies, facetime, chat, meet, private message, direct message, etc)
Short answer is no. I don’t do that sort of stuff. I did private cam shows in the past but there were too many rude, inconsiderate guys out there that ruined it for everyone. Sorry.
What happened to ___________? (Adrianna, Honey, Lee, Izzy, Sammi, etc.)
Izzy and Sammi have both retired. And by retired I mean they have left the modeling life behind entirely. There is no chance either of them will be back. Same goes for most of the other women who I have worked with in the past. Many moved away. Some have careers and families now. When we started the site we were very young. Most weren’t married or didn’t have kids or careers. Of course after a decade all that has changed. Jasmine is the only one of my friends still modeling. I think Autumn, Amber, and Lee might be interested in modeling again but I am not sure.
Do you like anal?
No, I don’t do anal. It isn’t that I have never done it. I used to do anal when I much younger. I had one boyfriend that only wanted anal. But that was when I was really young. We are talking before I met Tony and I met him when I was 20 years old. Asking about anal or to do anal is a quick way to get ignored.
Can I come to one of your parties?
No, our parties are private affairs for us and our very close friends. They are not open to the public. I am sure you would love to be my friend but that’s not the way it works. LOL.
What are your turn-ons?
That is a very broad question. There are a lot of things but I will touch on the highlights. I like to tease as I have said before. I like to masturbate in the car while we are travelling. I like to walk around in public wearing just my heels and pantyhose. Usually in hotel hallways or on balconies. Places where people may see me but can’t actually get to me. I like the idea of people watching me and maybe catching me being naughty. I like to do things that shock people like fist myself or take big dildos. I like to make out with men and women. Kissing is a big turn on. I am submissive for men but dominant with women. I like being tied up sometimes. Light bondage. I like turning Tony on the most. Most of the things I do is to turn him on as well.
Why did you decided to retire and what brought you back?
Well, back during the “The Great Recession”, things really started to slow down with the site. Sign ups dropped off and it was beginning to cost more to run the site than the site was making. We thought it was temporary downturn and continued to operate the site by running on credit. We believed if we could just limp through and outlast the competition that things would return to normal. That turned out to be a huge mistake. When two of our creditor banks went under they raised the previously low fixed interest rates to the maximum allowed rate and our payments, even at interest only, became unmanageable. The stress started to affect Tony’s health. He was having constant panic attacks and it was also making his bipolar disorder worse. We considered different options and decided to see if we could sell the site to cover the debts. We knew we were going to have to go back to work in the real world and we would not be able to run the site and work outside. We found a group of guys who would take over operation for us and pay enough to cover what we needed until we could restructure our finances. So that is what we did. The contract had some clauses that allowed us to require certain standards in order to keep using my content and gave us the option to buy the website back with interest based on the websites performance at the time.
So flash forward several years. We had watched the site as it sank. It really bothered us. This is our baby and they were letting it die. I don’t know why they did it but we couldn’t let it happen. So we decided to use our option to buy it back to try and save it. Our real life work was going well. We had made some lifestyle changes like quitting smoking (we still use e-cigs though. they really do work to stop smoking cigarettes), working out everyday, and Tony got new medication. Things got much better. We were finally making decent money so we saved up and contacted the new owners in November of 2017 to get the site back. Luckily for us they had let it run into the ground and we bought it for almost what we originally sold it for. For the first few weeks we just ran it without my content. We needed to let it grow enough to cover my real life check so that I could quit. We quickly realized that without my pics it wasn’t going to grow fast enough so we started adding my sets in December and I released my first new photos from our 2018 New Years Eve party on January first. I didn’t shoot again until the end of February 2018 and now I plan to keep going as long as you guys are still enjoying my work and joining the site so that we afford to operate it.